What a sad day???

I'm a human ... I need care, console, worry, love ...too. I have heart I can feel hurt I can cry...but who care??? I wanna say I'm tired ... I'm really tired ... Who care? Who know? Not every smile from me mean I'm happy I never sad I never cry I never felt lost ... Actually I do...because I'm a human as you guys, yet there is a reason that I hide...I try to be strong but I don...I just want a simple life, can't I?....